Should I??!!

Why? That would be the first question I asked myself. In life, when you are surrounded by people which are much much older than you....We have to give way and let it be...but there will be another question...until when?....Lately I really felt like I've been back stabbed by persons that I trust. I just can't believe it's happening to me...after all that we've been through together for the last years....It just don't make sense....probably..maybe ....because there are new friends around...or maybe it was just me being emotional and having those unthoughtful thoughts...just like what one of my friend here in Muscat said, don't let the negative thinking overcome you...isshh..dah macam nak jadi jedi dlm starwars lah plak....anyway....that's what I felt right now...For what I know ,I will always treasure every moment that we had before and I still thought her as one of my dear friend....

What else can we ask in a friendship that able to last for a long time...definitely sincerity of the heart and able to understand one another. I think the last part was not in me....as I just could not understand any of my friends complex behavior. Or should I? Let that question lingers in my head but as far as I know I love all my friends...no matter how they are....or...how complex can they be.

I won't let these experience past me without me knowing what is going on,nonetheless, let it be a secret for oneself to know.... I have enough things to ponder in life....with my hubby who wants to get slim a.s.a.p.( I wonder...) with my kids still struggling to recognize letters and myself....how to be a better me. Let any other things fall to the side....my priority is still my family..once you tarnish that grace....you are in war dude....Definitely in life, you got to have a double face or maybe three or four or more...that is what I learned the most..in order to please one feelings....so don't tell me not to be a hypocrite because for what I know every one is living under it...nor saying being a plastic..as every each of us is a plastic.....Again the question pop up....shouldI be one of it? Hmmm......

Yahoo!! Fireworks.....

Last weekend-8/11/07 at PDO Club,there was a firework organized by the club...It was a yearly event...I would not miss it..this time my hubby had invited some friends along to watched it with us. While waiting for the show to start which was at 6.00 p.m. I had made a small makan2 . Mee hailam,Sri muka on first attempt and coffee. Plus, the mothers that always not in an empty hand makes the makan2 more happening...It was a great time for the kids. ESPECIALLY for Rasyad and Aleesha as they just watched one back in Malaysia during the Merdeka celebration....

Happy Birthday Aleesha!!!

My little princess, Nur Aleesha Rizqin had turned 2 on the 31/10/2007...and it falls on the halloween night...The party for the mother was a blast. That's what I thought. Anyway, the party started at 7.00 p.m. After solat Maghrib, everybody go for makan2 which I made a simple one. Ordered pizza, home made spaghetti, chicken wings and salads. After that it was the cutting cake ceremony and games and pulling the pinata....Happy birthday my darling ....U r my best baby.

Yezza!!

On the other weekend which I barely remember which date....my family and I went to watch an air show by the French Air Force hosted by Intercontinental Hotel in Shaati, Qurum..There were actually 5 families altogether...and we watched the show that lasted for half an hour...It started around 3.30 p.m. and ends at 4.00 p.m. It was something to look forward to as here in Muscat, there are only few entertainments available apart from going to MCC over the weekend...As for Rasyad n Aleesha....they just love playing with the sand and catching the waves...cewah..macam surfers plak...Thanks to Kak Intan for organizing the event...Here are some pics for view.

Raya everybody...

I guess now is the end of Syawal... I had fun and an experience of celebrating raya away from my dear family and relatives..all of us here missed the ketupat and lagu raya....what else as Malaysian that we could asked for...especially my two little tots...keep on asking where are their maktok and tokwan...we share the eid here with some of the closest friends that we have.Plus the open house and coffee morning for ladies during eid. I ended up gaining 2 kilos out of it...I need to do something. Well, here are some pics for everybody to view

A new learner

Each day in our life, we should at least learn something new....or else it would be the same thing again and again...for the rest of your life until you are back to rahmatullah...that's what I learned.So here I am pushing myself in learning on how to create a blog...and now I ended up struggling to let myself off this laptop.